Flying to be together

Day of re-union with my Santa….I know Santa will come to me tonite as he comes always…Be as sweet as you were last time…Oh boy! what a christmas!!! I love christmas

Guzaarish: Yeh jo Baarish Hai!!!

Last edited by sojournertruths on November 20, 2010 at 10:29 pm …..after watching Guzaarish

Eid Al-Adha: Eid Mubarak

It calls for sacrifice….I think anything worthwhile takes sacrifice. Wishing you eid-mubarak….

Old making way for new….

Lately, Maaji has been constantly pressing for re-construction of our house. And, she’s quite reasonably asking for it. Its long due…house as it stands, is already 40 years old eagerly waiting for its renovation. We both are emotionally attached to this house…so many memories of past are scattered around this house. Finally, I had to give in and agree for the renovation. Soon, people were hired to demolish our beloved house. As, things progressed and workers started tearing down the roofs; and walls started falling apart….I felt the tremors in my heart. ..it was like the horses of time were taking a leap of a lifetime in couple of seconds. I knew things around me will never be same..They keep changing always but this was more of a visual manifestation of “universal truth of change”. Old was gracefully paving way for the new to come up… Those walls were carrying the scars of the past for too long; they were crumbling under their own load…rightfully looking at us; to put them to final rest. All things, phenomenon in nature reach their final consequence one day….and they metamorphosise into something new. I gave my heartfelt farewell to old house..those walls; those rooms and those windows through which i watched the world around.

Gaining composure and calmness for tomorrow..

Like everyday, its going to be a test tomorrow also.. Wish to give the best performance. I shall remember the “noble truths”. I shall practice to focus on the “noble truths” and follow the path destined for me. Watched “Music and Lyrics” today and felt like writing something…after a long time…

Raaste pucche mujhse, teri maanzilein hai kya..

Mera aaj pucche mujhse, tera mustakbil hai kya..

Aagaaz pucche mujhse, tera aanzaam hai kya..

Mera saaya pucche mujhse, tera nissan hai kya..

Whats is IDentity of a person?

Right before a person is born, his/her identity starts building…It partly consists of the biological matter he inherits from his parents..

1. Biological Parents – Nature decides it

2. DNA inheritance from biological parents – Physical. Mental abilities…

3. Baby Birth-Certificate – First ID issued by the legal authorities..

4. Blood-Relations – Not our choice, we just get them..

5. Other Relations – We make them..our choices

6. Friends – Gives sense of  togetherness

7. Country – Culture/Values etc..

8. City -  Gives sense of Extended Social network

9. Education – Shapes our Mental Faculties

10. Career – Gives sense of Achievement and Livelihood too

Having a sinking feeling today…don’t know why?

Today, I was very low on energy..as if I was about to be shut down for maintenance purposes. I googled and tried to find out…Low glucose levels, Love BP or depression…OMG. Enough things to fret about

Grabbed chocola to uplift my mood a lill bit…didnt work. I wished to sleep, a deep sleep…… May be my workouts are too strenuous or less rest.  Even the weekend is very hectic…so many things to do. Home, Maaji, Diwali prep and all the construction stuff…….enuf on my plate..

kashh koi aaye….

Every other moment, the monument of my life eagerly waits for that someone special…. khayal hai ki

unn nigaahoon mein kuchh tu baat hai,

yunhi koi apna tu nahi laga karta

chot unko lagein aur dawa hum karein,

yeh iss jahaan mein nahi hua karta…..

May be, we met in some other world…just you and me!!!!

woh mudh-2 ke rukna aur muskurana tera…..wallah!!! You completed this wait……..you did it!!!

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bewajah…….

Jaroori nahi ki har baat ki koi wajah hoo, kuchh baatein hoti hai bewajah……bewajah ki baatoon ke naam….

(these words were written on August 26,2010 at 11:21pm)  Zindagi

The night when you chased moon….lol

Today its the night, when I made you chase moon badly….I get naughty sometimes or you would say always…Yes, I am naughty…hahahaha.

But, one doesn’t see moon with beloved every other night….. Its the night of ”Maha-Raas” today…a night of the union with divine….You’re divine to me… Spent the day in those beautiful thoughts. Felt like dancing in the air..suspended between earth and sky…..I call it dance of life. Wish you see me dancing some day and I will dedicate the dance to you…..dancer was already yours

Love

Urs Only

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